OOC Name | Age | Any other characters: Ariel, 17, none
Band Member: Lights Poxleitner
Band (If applicable): N/A
Position in band: Solo Artist
Characters secret(s) [Please provide as much information as possible| One paragraph or more]: From a young age, Lights was taught that having sex before marriage was sinful and wrong and she went along with it because she was taught to. As she grew older, she was held to that belief and believed that sex before marriage wasn’t right. So when she got into a relationship at 23, she set her boundaries. Her boyfriend, Matt, wasn’t okay with it though and kept pushing it until he got what he wanted. Lights found out she was pregnant and knew that everyone would hate her if they found out. She decided to own up to the fact but her boyfriend forced her to get an abortion. Now, she has night terrors about it and is consumed with guilt. Along with that, she is extremely insecure due to that boyfriend being extremely emotionally abusive so she has bulimia.
URL | AIM: whyarethelightsbokan, thatchicksinger
Writing Sample: Happiness bubbled inside of her as she fixed her platinum blonde hair for what seemed like the fiftieth time before straightening out her black short skirt and sparkly tank top. After pulling on some heels, she headed out and into her beat up pick up. Tonight was the night. Tonight she was going to make love with Travis. It had been a year since they first started going out, and though Travis didn’t like to wait and be teased by his friends, he hadn’t pushed her into doing the deed. That’s what made this more special though. Sophia was planning on surprising him at his apartment tonight. Reaching his dinky place that held so many firsts for the sixteen year old, she made her way up to the fourth floor where her 20 year old boyfriend resided. Like all the times she had come previously, Sophie opened the door with her key, being cautious not to knock into anything. Knowing he was probably asleep because he worked late nights at a hardware store, the girl ventured forward. It wasn’t until she reached his white bedroom door that she heard it. The sound ventured inside of her, ripping apart every single pore of her being. It ripped cuts her soul, snapped all of the hope she had left, made all of those memories turn into nothing but an overcoming pain that she couldn’t keep. She opened the door and immediately wished she hadn’t. On the bed in front of her was her boyfriend and her best friend, naked.

They didn’t even notice her, notice how she was falling apart. She didn’t want them to. She didn’t want those petty apologies or fake begging. She wanted nothing to do with either of them. She was just done. Going out to her car, she drove home, the tears not even falling. She was dried out of those. She ignored her parents and brother staring at her and went into the bathroom, locking the door before sinking down to the floor in front of it. Emptiness was all she could describe the feeling as. Taking the first thing within her reach that was even remotely sharp, she dragged it across her skin. She only felt a cold pressure though. Why wasn’t it fucking working? Why didn’t it make the pain go away? She dragged it across again and again, harder and harder, blood trailing across her porcelain skin and staining her clothes. “Fuck,” she whimpered as the tears began to fall. She couldn’t do it anymore. She could lie and fake smiles and pretend everything was perfect. Nothing had been right for a long time.
Have you read the rules?: We Are The Champions I think is a Queen song idk
URL for Gif of Character: http://feztantofaz.tumblr.com/post/47809385381

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Name: Lights Poxleitner Nicknames? Lightsy, LightsPox
Birthday: April11, 1987 
Height: 5’5 
Eye Color: Brown
Your Fears: deep water, tripping and smashing my teeth on a stair
Any bad habits? interrupting people when they talk

Movie: The Shining, Princess Bride
Song: Joga– Bjork
Color: Gold
Food: Yogurt
Candy: Candy corn
Store: 7/11 
Book: The Oath – Frank Perretti, Oh The Places You’ll Go – Dr. Seuss
Show/Cartoon: Stickin’ Around
Marvel Superhero: Red Sonja
Mythological Creature: Gryphon
Favorite planet: Gliese581 c.
Favorite award won so far and why: The Juno! It felt like a huge accomplishment and honorable acknowledgement of everything I’ve done so far.

Early bird or a sleepy head? Depends on where I am in the world, when and what I did the night before
Vintage or designer clothes? Mix n’ match from anywhere I can find something I like, not too picky about brand names at all.
First concert/show you went to see: The Elephant Show (Sharon, Lois and Brahm)
Can you put a number to how many headbands you own? It fluctuates, I lose them, give them away, buymore, etc. It’s a vicious headband cycle.
Your most overusedphrase on the internet: LOL
What’s one thing you’ve learned this year? Alone time is extremely valuable.
If I didn’t live in this decade, I would live in the…2090′s
If you could go back to the past, where or when would you go? I would be a Native American and fend for myself and tribe in the woods of BC!
If you had one superpower, what would it be? Teleportation
If you were stuck in space,and only had 3 items, what would they be? Lance, Nintendo DS, bag of Candy Corn.
Favorite lyric/line from the new record: (if you care to share one!) “You don’t have to feel safe to feel unafraid”

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I just learned that one of my old best friends killed himself on Sunday so I don’t know how much I’ll be on the dash but I’ll be on aim.

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these are actually really intriguing. shoot me some.

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
7: Do you want to be single?
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
9: How late did you stay up last night?
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
11: Last three things you had to drink?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
20: What would you name your future daughter?
21: Do you miss anyone?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
26: Who did you last see in person?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: Are you wearing socks?
33: What do people call you?
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
37: Did you do something bad today?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
40: Will you sing today?
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
44: What are you listening to right now?
45: What is wrong with you right now?
46: What is on your wrists right now?
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wea
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
50: Are you a good artist?
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
54: Do you have trust issues?
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
57: Do you use chap stick?
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
59: Do you have a little sister?
60: Have you ever been to New York?
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
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